A comes back!

If I’m being honest, a relationship has been scary. I think there are a lot of ugly things about myself that come to light and I’m forced to confront them, especially things about perception or mannerisms, etc. Having a relationship makes me have to face those realities and deal with the potential rejection of putting that out there, and hoping that someone else can accept and still love that. I’m glad A does, this feels like one of those relationships that makes getting hurt and all the instability or fear of dating worth it.