An Open Letter

I went ahead and had a lazy day today, where I picked up my meds, went to test drive a Model S again, and then just watched a movie. The model S didn’t feel the same as it did the other day. That scares me, because I’ve been fantasizing about buying a car next year, and I really hope that it’s something that makes me happy. What if it doesn’t? This will by far be the most expensive thing I’ll have done and it is something I’ve been saving up for over 4 years now. I’m scared that it will just become the norm.