An Open Letter

Later today I'm going to go back and collect some posts when I've came out of depression, to prove to myself this is not the world. When you're in a burning house it's hard to remember the whole worlds not on fire.

So what if I can't squat. I can still squat, I just might not be able to one rep max. Oh well. 1000-255 or whatever. I'll just make up for it with my other lifts. Nothing changed, life's not even close to over.

On top of it, I'm sick of my unconscious mind considering suicide as an option. Ive decided to set a restriction on it. Until I hit 1k, I am not going to do it or even consider it.