An Open Letter

Ok, this isn’t something I typically write about but I think it’s what I’m going to tweak about on public display for today. I played two games of League with A, and so we were playing in bronze. I fucking lost on Rengar. Badly. Like the opponents were 200 games negative win rate low silver, and I got shit on. What happened to me? I genuinely was so powerless that game, Briar invaded me 24/7 and I could not get my teammates to rotate no matter how much I called for it even when they were able to. But at the same time, their team collapsed and protected their jungle more often than not. They somehow had academy-level coordination and cohesion as a team, and my team looked at me and put another spoonful of lead paint into their mouths. I just sit here now broken as a man, with nothing left to show for it. I am washed.