An Open Letter

I guess my favorite color is a bit of a red tint lol. I had my first “date” with E just now, and we played games on discord and talked for like 6 hours. She’s about to go to the bay for 2 weeks before coming back, and so we planned dates today and tomorrow before she leaves. I really like her as a person and hanging out with her, but as the night got a bit later some of the red flags kinda came out. She is very deranged in the way of being incredibly open and sharing information, but I feel like I’ve seen this pattern in my past of these things being very explosive. I hope that’s not the case, but I guess I am a bit emotionally guarded and grounded in other aspects. I guess I hope they find me attractive.