Bugs Bugs Bugs

I have just noticed there are 4 different types of bugs in my apartment covering the walls, and so I guess I won’t be able to keep my glass door open. AC 24/7 it is. I’m also exhausted in the sense where I don’t even really get a chance to write down anything for this blog, let alone actually have any substance. I’m kinda in a weird catatonic state where I don’t have the energy to properly journal. I guess I can finally write this in full candor, since she won’t read this ever: I broke up with B today finally. Break up might not be the right word, but I told her that we should stop dating. I just don’t see myself loving her, but I believe that she does. And so it’s cruel for me to wait any longer.