Bye nostalgia
I threw away some good stuff, nothing too crazy but some stuff for sure. I have a meeting with my boss in a little bit, but I wanted to remind myself that I no longer have to worry about trying to juggle my work with her outburst or behaviors. There were too many times where my dream job became a conflict with her behaviors, and I suffered a lot for it. I don’t have to worry about that anymore. There was so much volatility and things that were just not at all OK, and I’m so grateful that that’s gone. I need to remind myself that nostalgia only exists because we forget the reasons why we move from that place in the first case. There were so many issues and while I was in the relationship, I didn’t really want to fully be in it in some ways. The only thing I was clutching onto was the hope that things would change, and now that I have my confirmation I am grateful to have the experience, and I’m also grateful to be gone.