Dukkah
I think the more experiences I get, the more I find out I’m alike others but also that I am fundamentally different. It’s this weird feeling where everyone’s part of the same puzzle but the pieces never really fit perfectly. You can force them into it, and get an alright representation of the bigger picture but it never really clicks right. You can click two pieces together but at the end of the day that may not be it’s right spot when you try to fit more. I am not really sure how we are all meant to exist in a group together as humans – are people meant to conform and mold into the communities they are raised by? Or are communities a byproduct of traits of people – and how do those exist if people are all fundamentally unique.
R – 3 breaths
E – I feel confused and a bit scared at life as a whole.
S – I should make sure to set time aside for high-effort meditation, where I don’t half-ass it.
T – Tomorrow after I workout or when I get 10-15 minutes during the day I will meditate.