Insight
Whenever I'm tired and unmotivated for a day, I find it hard to write something down here. I feel like I need to have some sort of insight or put down something meaningful, otherwise its a waste.
I got sidetracked spinning in my chair, and I was just thinking about how much I enjoyed yesterday's night out. I didn't even think about it, but that was the kind of thing that I used to dream about. I was with friends and we were drunk just out on the town. I'd like to remember that night, and I want to do it more often. I weirdly feel somewhat depressed because A is leaving this week and they're the person I feel closest to. Last night was the first time we went out and that was fun, and I would have gone more if I had more time. I hope I can find more people to do fun things with.