Is it really you?
By some miracle A somehow is the perfect storm of the unreasonable things I was wishing for. This is insane how this is even possible. Somewhere along the way without even knowing it I’ve bloomed into someone that is wanted, and badly. I’ve gone from being worried about not even having the chance to be rejected, to now worrying about how to reject someone. It weirdly happened after I stopped caring about it. How funny the world is, what is the lesson we are supposed to learn from getting things once we stop wanting them.