An Open Letter

I forced myself to do several different things today and I'm happy I did. I met some people from work that were pretty fun to talk to and hang out with, and I spent time with friends.

One thing I was thinking about is how I form my attraction to people heavily based on their personality, and I guess how much I like them as a person. And I've never really used it the other way around – thinking about how attractive I find someone as an indication of how much I like them, or how strong my relationship with them is. Like if I think about M, I find her less and less attractive over time directly correlated with the issues I have with her.