An Open Letter

To me starting has always been the hardest part. I tried to pick it apart a little bit to think about why that’s the case, and I guess it’s mostly because of my perfectionism. Or probably better put, the disjunction from my creation, and what I want from it. I think this is just another form of a fear of failure if I look at it that way. I know that this fear has held me back in several different ways, and as much as I romanticize doing things anyway, without the guarantee of success I still struggle to do it. Oh well, I hope I still try.