Letters to E #2

  1. I love playing Wordle with you every day. I think it’s really cute how I sometimes get stuck and I look at your words because I know that you’ll use steak probably.

  2. I love that I get to feel smart and teach you little things here and there, you’re a really good student and an even better listener.

  3. I really love the fact that you let me lecture at you, like in the shower. I know that you’re tired and when it’s late or a long day you probably don’t want to learn about RSA encryption or something about math, but you still listen to me and let me gush and write over the walls.

  4. I think you put up with a lot, and also for a lot of time. I think I was in the wrong for sometimes making my insecurities your fault. For example if I felt unattractive, I should’ve asked her for help with that instead of blaming you for making me feel that way. It was really kind of you to still try really hard when I was being a dick about it.

  5. Even though we’re in very different financial situations, the fact that we go 50-50 on things and you also treat me is really fucking sweet of you.

  6. I know I’ve been putting a lot of pressure on you, but even through that you still put in so much effort to accommodate the things I ask, like me talking about how I want to be listened to.

  7. I used to think about how it would be almost impossible for me to find someone who would be able to get me, because I would require them to be someone who was raised seriously online while also being well adjusted. You’re that person.

  8. I don’t want you to force yourself to be there for me when I ask for it, but that being said when I do ask for it you push yourself so hard to be there for me. I believe a lot in intentions mattering, and there’s no purer intention than that.

  9. Hugging you just makes my body relax and my mind go quiet. I feel safe in your arms.

  10. You’ve indulged every one of my fantasies, even when it’s something out of your comfort zone.

  11. Even though it’s an insecurity of yours, you let me have tummy time. You’re my personal stuffed animal.

  12. You carried me to diamond 2 on DPS by pocketing me, letting me play pharmercy. I don’t queue up because I don’t have you supporting me. Before you I literally was struggling to get to plat on DPS.

  13. The fact that I can play these games with you, and you’re GOOD at them. Like you’re my duoq, and you’re fun to play with, you don’t get tilted to the point where it’s not fun, and you want to play with me. That’s a dream I never even dared think about because I thought it’d be impossible.

  14. I’d happily eat cup-o-noodles for months straight and instead spend the money on the stuff I got so that you can have a setup next to mine. I think about the first post you made of us playing overwatch next to each other.

  15. It’s a core memory to me when we turn showers into water gun fights with our mouths. You let me do such stupid things with you, and match my energy so well.