Maybe everything turns out ok
Hash is right now sleeping on my bed tucked between three pillows. My family is all alive and well, I am surrounded by friends, and I am healthy. I’m kinda thinking of that one piece of advice right now: “one day in the future one of your loved ones will be dying and suddenly these things don’t matter as much anymore” in reference to stresses in life. I think I should be grateful for these relatively peaceful moments in life right now. I maybe shouldn’t speculate on the future that much, I can really fall in love with this current moment, can’t I? After all, I used to dream about living alone as a college student and having a dog. This is my heaven.