Now the hard part, staying faithful to the process

How ironic this is. So the original community I mentioned, today was pretty bad. It kinda just kept feeling super cliquey and several people just KEPT making pretty rude “jokes”, and eventually after I just decided to not interact for the day and I got mentioned directly, I tried to be friendly and instead got ganged up on and somewhat degraded. I just left, and then I got harassed for a few more hours in private messages. Lovely.