An Open Letter

So my immediate dilemma is I have no issues being open or vulnerable here, even with knowing certain people who read this. My issue is should I still talk about the things that directly involve said people? I think it’s near impossible for me to write with the context that there’s a sizeable chance they read it. I want to say as a person I have no issues being honest, but I think it’s incredibly uncommon for relationships to have that level of full one way transparent communication. I feel like that would negatively impact the people I interact with, as it would be pretty weird to both follow social norms of playing it cool, but then turn around and write about how meaningful a mundane interaction is to me.

In more ways than one, I watch myself turn into myself again and again and again and aga-