Only when you know how little is left
We went and saw another movie today as our trio. I really enjoy it and they do too, and I kind of wish we did this earlier instead of in the last month we have together. Afterwards me and L and drove around and we talked for like 2 hours, we even went to the abandoned school and he freaked me out which was pretty funny. We looked at the stars and saw the big Dipper for the first time in my life. This level of connection only happened because of how little opportunities we have left. It's kind of funny how you appreciate it the most when you're about to lose it.