Owala
Me and E had an incredibly tense emotional night last night, and today was also fairly rough because we were both emotionally beyond drained and pretty close to capacities. But we still spent time today, even though it was stressful for me, and she did not really want to. She told me that the reason she did it is because even though it made her kind of uncomfortable and anxious, she understood that it would be important for reassurance for me. She said that it wasn’t fair that I sacrifice things for her emotional reassurance if she does not do the same. She didn’t phrase it like that or mean it like that really, but I’m too lazy to edit it now so that’s what I’m writing I guess lol. She might not fully understand how to navigate intense emotional situations or things over text yet, but she absolutely puts in effort and cares. Hell, even while she was overwhelmed and anxious and struggling, she still got me the water bottle that she has that I like. I’m scared because it hasn’t even been a month of us dating and I feel incredibly close with her and I care about her a lot and she’s a big part of my life. I hope that isn’t unhealthy,