An Open Letter

I think as much as I don’t want to admit it, I do feel kinda shitty that S doesn’t keep me involved in her life. I expected this to happen over the summer with other friends, but I was hoping S wouldn’t really lose contact like this. I find out some things once every few days and I wish that they thought to tell me immediately, rather than as a recap later, like a summary. I know I should do CBT or something, but I do feel like we’ve drifted apart, and it sucks to have to accept that at least for now. I don’t think this is the greatest sign for after next year when we will no longer be in the same physical place. But such is life ig.