An Open Letter

I don’t know, I just feel down today. I’m upset and I don’t know at what and so I just point it at myself. I wanted to go to the gym or do some running today but it just didn’t work with my schedule, and when I finally went to go around 9 PM the gym was closed. I ended up squeezing through the fence to get to the track nearby, and instead I just sprinted a lap around the track. Afterwards, I just spent a while sitting on the bench trying to breathe, and I felt a bit better. Or at least I had some energy for once. I’m trying not to analyze this too much because I think I’m just depressed today, but damn. I can’t help but think about that one youtube title “I felt sad so I thought about it and felt sad and so I thought about it and I felt sad and” or something along those lines. I’m trying to just get to the next day when hopefully I feel better.