An Open Letter

I talked with A and F just now, and both of them (in different ways) agreed. A broke my trust, and ultimately, I don’t think that’s something that will change. She said she loved me, and that she was sorry, and she would make it up to me – but nothing indicated to me that she understood how it hurt me. And so nothing changes. She made a decision about my body for me, and went against what we had agreed upon. I’m happy I have the strength to walk away from this, and a part of me is happy that she is so desperate to somehow undo what she did. I respect myself enough to say no thanks.