An Open Letter

I finally got to face jealousy, and as I expected things didn't just work out super nicely like I told myself they can. It's still a pretty ugly thing. I think it's somewhat the feeling of not being enough and potentially being replaced that's hard. I think it's also the feeling of someone else moving on and replacing you, while you can't really do the same as easily. I think I'm still in control, but it's a little bit of a wake up call, and learning that I need to respect it.