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I think sometimes I can be very difficult in my mind. I think especially for sex. I realized that the safest thing for me is to believe I’m not enough, and that’s a very reassuring thought. That’s safe because I can’t be surprised in a bad way, and I don’t hope. But if I trust E and believe what she says, it’s scary because she could be lying. But if I rephrase it as me being brave enough to believe her and not take the cowards way of insecurity, I feel capable of it.