Uncertainty

I don’t really know what to say. It’s setting in, and I’ve been in this weird haze of nasuea or distraction. I think I’ve built enough faith in myself to be able to socialize well and to get along with people and facilitate that kind of interaction, but I’m a bit worried about how it actually shakes out. I’m really excited for my cruise with A, that’s one of the adult experiences I’ve been super looking forwards to. Ahh, I just don’t know.