Wow, I’m lucky.

Whether it’s healthy or not is a different question, but I spent the last three days with E. I really love her. I think it’s shocking how secure she is, especially because she hasn’t had consistent therapy like I have. But at the same time she is Planning on joining therapy again and it feels like it is only going to make a good thing even better. I honestly feel like I would be happy spending the rest of my life with her. Is it weird for me to say that so early? I obviously know that only time will tell and I still have that healthy apprehension because we haven’t hit the 3/6/9 month mark. But I’m optimistic.